My job was creating spotlight for others. I had to learn to create it for myself.
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The Onset
For almost 10 years, I have worked as live entertainment producer. Art exhibitions, concerts, theatrical shows.
Working as a producer means you are responsible for everything but never in the spotlight. I built the room and stood at the back of it. That always gave me an uneasy feeling. At some point I realised I didn’t want to be in the shadows for the rest of my life.
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The Shadows

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The Pivot
Some years later, I had quit my job, done my coaching certification, and was sitting with zero clients, unable to start selling my services.
The belief that got me behind the scenes of big productions was "I'm not talented enough". The belief getting me zero clients was "I'm not experienced enough". Different things, same voice. The voice worried she’d be exposed, judged, called out if she tried to be all that she wanted to be.
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The Struggle
I didn't see it then. So I spent money on useless "how to master visibility" courses, wasted a lot of nervous energy and overworked. A band aid to an open fracture. Anything to avoid putting my real self out there.
It took a lot of time to acknowledge that I was in an impostor pit and hard work to get myself out of it. But the results showed up.
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The Climb
I stopped putting myself in the box of a “good coach”. That meant breaking the rules and combining all my different fields of expertise. Theatre. Presentation Design. Breathwork. Voicework. In three months I went from one client a week to a full calendar.
I started saying I had a methodology and an opinion. This brought several corporate agreements and a partnership well beyond my previous reach.
Income climbed. Opportunities came.
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So what?
I know how it feels. I took the long road. But you don't have to.



